Wtf ?

There are days like today I really wonder if there is something wrong with me? I get up everyday and get my kids ready for school, fix lunches and breakfast. Take them to said school and then it’s off to work. Most days it’s both jobs. 14 to 15 hours then I get home and my kids are in bed and my wife is ready for bed. I work and work and work. Is the end death? Will this be my life forever. When will I get some rest? Everyday I think about drawing and writing and when I get home im to exhausted to do anything, but crash.